THE MIRROR OF MY MIND

[vijay nikore]

                          

                           THE  MIRROR  IN  MY  MIND

                As if it were an altar divine,

                There is that anxious mirror in my mind

                that for ever beckons me for it to assess

                my motives and my every move

                to which it always has every easy access.

                Just when I act and turn around

                I feel a nudge, a roar, or a deafening sound ...

                "Quick, come to me, rely on me

                I am your self-introspection, I am your mind"!

                This mirror itself by now is clean no more

                nor are my questions to it transparent,

                or, for that matter, even understood.

                They are wrapped up in jumbled impressions

                of successive unaccepted invalidated emotions

                left behind in the debris of broken associations.

               And yet some involuntary internal irritation, or

               some premeditated external calculated invasion,

               pulls me to that mirror which itself is now covered

               with the dust of diminished esteem, fear

                                                             and some shame, too,

               invariably impatiently casting its judgements on me.

               Why does so much in life about life transpire as if

               we are possessed by command of laments leaping

               constantly from spells of sacred 'coulds' and 'shoulds'?

               Like a rebellion our every action turns around and

               mocks us rather impishly for never doing anything right.

               We forget that this self-disdain is really dispair in vain,

               for when that ONE defining moment arrives,

               there is left but only one question of any import ...

               "Were we really alive 'within' while living this so called life"?

               -- like a tree with its leaves rustling,

               singing the songs of the birds and the breeze,

               risking and rising tall above its roots,

               spreading its wings wider and wider, giving

               shelter to the tired and to forlorn,

               a standing landmark giving direction to the lost,

               offering shade to those scorched by the sun,

               but most important of all ...

               ALWAYS GIVING MORE THAN IT RECEIVES !

               Or, did we live our 'life' like a dried up stump

               of a dead broken tree?

               Therefore, discard that mirror of your anxious mind,

                that ever robs you of your resplendent majesty,

                and see if your life speaks of your real 'being',

                of love, compassion, and forgiveness you convey

                from your deep inner center, even when you are

                distraught by so much not going your way.

                                                  

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                                                      -- Vijay Nikore

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[PRADEEP KUMAR SINGH KUSHWAHA]

Quick, come to me, rely on me

 I am your self-introspection, I am your mind"!

nice sir ji.

 

[vijay nikore]

Thank you, Pradeep ji.

Vijay Nikore

[Dr.Prachi Singh]

BEAUTIFUL INTROSPECTION !!!

The mirror of mind is no more clear, it is covered by the jumbled psychic impressions and that an anxious mind can not answer me well anymore...

See if the life speaks of your  REAL BEING, which is untouched by any impurity...which is ever giving , talk to that self from your deep inner core...and live your life like a TREE dancing at the charisma of creation, beauty of being.

Such a beautiful thoughts are shared by you in this composition.... 

Accept my gratitude for these true words.

Regards.

[vijay nikore]

Prachi ji:

Thank you, indeed, for your kind.. heartfelt appreciation.

Vijay Nikore